yuyu yaya

as i can't think of any other title..just bear it laahhh~ ;) i'm in happy mode this whole week, hope next week gettin happier everrr..insyaAllah.. ;p some idea of wut happen this week later yea..currently waiting for cerekarama entitle "Payung Emas" to start..lambatnyee pukul10..datuk harimau cepat laaaahhhhh..ehehe~ ;p

eh...eh..lupe pule..

siti doakan akak dapat A ye..susah sangat nak dapat ni..ehehe..bye2 siti.. :)

assalamualaikum

kehadapan adikku seorang yang sangat kucintai..muahhh!! muahh!!! siti, esok petang akak balik...nanti akak jemput siti balik keje ye?? windu sangattt!!!! eeee!! gerammm!!! ;p nt jumaat sabtu kite dating puas2 ye?? anta akak blk kl taw lps tu..boleh siti tengok rumah baru akak..rumah sewa la tapi, bukan rumah akak. nanti akak dah keje akak beli rumah sendiri..akak beli kereta, kereta untuk ibu n ayah..siti nak kereta?? nanti akak belikan jugak eh?? untuk kegunaan sepanjang siti kat bangi nanti..nanti dah habis belajar siti belikan ibu n ayah rumah plak eh? lps tu kite sama-sama kumpul duet untuk ibu ngn ayah pergi haji. nk x siti? happy graduation day siti..akak punya bajet lari bulan ni..ujung tahun akak bagi hadiah ye? siti nak galaxy tab? boleh..ape ade hal.. :) luv my syg ucuk sorang aje dalam dunia..miss messing up with u, n u get mad at me..ehehe..esok akak balik taw!! :) tungguuuuu saya.. :)

seronok

tiada apa yang lebih menyeronokkan selain daripada duduk dirumah..tidur dirumah..makan dirumah..menonton televisyen dirumah..dan sebagainya... :)

sakit hati

kenapa awak jahat sangat ye? tidak pernah berhenti sakitkan hati saya. itukah tujuan sebenar awak nak berkawan dengan saya sangat? jika ya, bolehlah saya bersedia, tidak perlulah saya sakit hati sangat lain kali. harap maklum dan harap maklumkan kepada saya. terima kasih!

lucky me..

someone that never happens to be silent..i mean sometimes it happen..but rarely so sudden..suddenly disappear..if u were me..u must freak out a lil bit ayte? dat person didn't reply ur texts..didn't return your calls..b*****it u r super busy..it's not like u r the prime minister of even Malaysia..why do i care??!! i neva did care anymore eversince..remember?? but wut if u were me..i think u'll felt as much as i was..taknak kawan?? fine!! say it out loud..i'll accept it as it is..i neva want to become ur friends thou..after this, even if u really are dying..or even dead..i don't think i'll response to the call..ever!! sorry boy..everybody hits their stride..u already hit urs!! bai bro!! see u in heaven..kalau jumpa..

wuts with the "lucky me" ? lucky coz i'm not in luv with u anymore..so my worries is not as much as i lost someone..just..marah sangattt..i thought u were dead okeh..why don't u just be dead..easy for me..n for u..

bai kali kedua!

missing you~

wherever i go..whoever i met..however i felt..still..missing you..years that i left behind..years i'm facing right now..don't know about my years ahead..whatever it will become..please be gone..let me live for them that worth me..please..begging..GOD help me please..i'd like to move on..my heart just can't..W.A.H W.M.K..please lahhh..doakan saya..uhuhu..

gile~

gile..gile..gile..gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

fullstop! :)

decided!!

to fill-up my life with valuable things..since i don't have any specific hobbies or interest..can you ever imagine someone without hobby or interest like me?? well dear, people like me does exist. prove?? me lah!! degil!!

ok now. back to the point..i'd like to fill it up by studying languages, as much as i can. since my dad already "bakar" my keyboard i think..coz i can't see it anywhere in the house. yea, as a muslim i suppose not to play instruments laa. tapi ayah, hobi je la!! but then it's ok. he thought i want to play it in public maybe..so..since i know a bit of arabic, shame on you lah being a muslim without knowing arabic kan?? so i'd like to started there..how?? mengaji hari-hari and fahamkan terjemahan Al-Quran la since i never studied arabic language kn.

soo..mission of the year...ARABIC languages!! go go chayo ain!! next year korean plak, coz i was planning with my buddy to have practical training there...insyaAllah..pray for the best of me guys!! luv!! muacks!! (^.^)

**nampak sangat jarang mengaji..

**biarlah..ko ade??!! ;p

tolonglah hambaMu ini ya Allah

ya Allah, kenapa susah sangat nak fokus ni? Tolonglah hambaMu seorang ini ya Allah. Kenapa lemah sangat ni...........................uhuhu.. :(

one big crush!

one big crush that i would never ever forget. W.A.H W.M.K can't be compare to what i've gone thru after that particular moment of my life. if i can only turn back time, i'll say "i will" when u ask "will you?". but still, people i met thereafter was and is totally awesome too!! precious life!! :)

last but not least.....let bygone be bygone, let ridsect be ridsect. okeh! ;p

exam mode titik banyak-banyak

untung lerr student IPTA cuti lame2..baru masuk sem. kami IPTS nk final exam utk sem ni da ni. bye2, korang lambat abes nt..pdn muke..ahaha~ lagi2 nemok mucit i tu..pdn muke dia!! ahaha!!

opsiee~ disini saya menyusun sepuluh jari tangan dan sepuluh jari kaki mengikut turutan mereka masing-masing yang sejak lahir dulu memang macam itu. siapa yang laen susunan itu maknanya mereka cacat tahu! baiklah, selepas susah payah saya susun jari-jari itu semua, saya ingin meminta maaf kepada semua yang berada dalam hidup saya sejak lahir hingga kini. yang belum wujud dalam hidup saya pun begitu, "sorry in advanced". saya bakal menghadapi peperiksaan akhir tahun pada semester ini oleh kerana kebetulan sememangnya peperiksaan akhir semester ini jatuh pada hujung tahun ini walaupun bukan pada bulan disember. baiklah, sambungannya, saya minta semua orang dalam hidup saya halalkan segala-galanya yang milik semua orang dalam hidup saya punya yang berada pada saya samada sengaja atau tidak sengaja. saya sayang semua orang dalam hidup saya kerana tanpa semua orang dalam hidup saya, saya bukanlah saya yang sekarang ini. saya juga berharap semua orang dalam hidup saya mendoakan yang terbaik untuk saya didunia dan akhirat. Kepadamu ya Allah, peliharalah semua orang dalam hidup saya terutamanya ibu, ayah dan adik-beradik saya yang tercinta. aminnn~

**macam emo pun ade post ni.. ;p

**mentang2 ckp melayu, bkn main pnjg lg.. ;p
**da lm xpost pape.. ;p

**sy tgh exam mode ni.. ;p

**k bai!! :)

anonymous..i like u! :)

as years i read your blog n tweets, i like u . i like the way u treat people. u really know how to do it. to make it right. even at the worst moment. wish that i can be like u mr. anonymous!! salute kamu!! :)

penat lagi..

people owez said..work as a team..work as a team..u guys really can talk..who's doing the job actually while u r talking nonstop about team, responsibilities and bla bla bla..urmm?? think it over again..who r u lying to..lie to people is not as bad as lie to ur own selfishing self..maybe now in dis world u live happily ever owez..but remember THAT DAY will come..where ur mouth that usually do the convincing to death can't really do it anymore..

*sempat gak post while working..kt umah xde tenet laa.. ;p

precious..

well..my precious life began..i mean..again..i really feel that there's no time wasted..wut a meaningful life..even dow i came late sometimes to class, i even missed some classes..even worst, i missed assignments dateline..but i neva took anything for granted..i'm truly super bz living my life..things i miss, people i ignore..sorry..didn't mean to..it's all coz i'm super bz..u r all in my heart alwiz my beloved n precious.. :) i miss everything..but i'm at a better state than before now..so..hope u guys pray for my bestest for me n u..thanks!! cheerio!! ;p

mein class..

last friday, i was overslept.. ;p i didn't attend the morning class, however i did attend the lab session in the evening. ok la tu.. ;) suddenly my classmates talking bout cerai khuluk. kusyuk la yang menerangkan n yang mendengar. kalau la dengar pasal solat, akidah, akhlak macam tu gak kan elok..ayte? wut am i talking about..still diorg ckp pasal agama kan. alhamdulillah. :)

stuck in jam for 2 hours on my way back. i have to use new strategy la cenggini..kenot2..macam orang da berkerjaya plak duet tu mengalir..duwh~ :( however still..makan secret recipe bole kat giant kinrara..elok la tu ain, elok la..hujung bulan boleh belajar-belajar makan pasir plak kan..

kesesatan

semalam first time driving to class tak sesat, tapi jam masyaAllah..

semalam balik dari class, lepas drop of kawan tersesat dah dekat dengan rumah..

hari ini driving to class, salah masuk lorong, then terpaksa ikut jalan jauh untuk saja-saja habiskan minyak dulu, dalam tangan n dalam acc ade rm20 je lagi!! :( :( :(

hari ini balik dari class clear, sampai rumah cepat je.. :)

tengok esok macam mana pula..kui3~ ;p

kosong

saya ingat saya pernah beritahu awak kalau saya suka memang saya suka, saya akan buat sesuatu yang menunjukkan saya suka dan alhamdulillah lepas tu awak terima je apa yang saya buat kat awak, walaupun awak tak layan saya sama banyak dengan awak layan saya. terima kasih sebab semua itu.

kemudian saya pun pernah beritahu awak, kalau saya dah tak suka, saya memang akan "cold" sungguh. dan saya tahu awak pun tak sabar menanti-nantikan saat itu tiba pada waktu itu. tapi sekarang bila saya dah tak suka kat awak dan tak nak kawan dengan awak, kenapa awak tak faham saya ye? masa awak diam tiba-tiba, saya bagai nak gila cari awak, awak tak terfikir ke masa itu macam mana keadaan saya? takpe lah, bukan salah awak. perangai awak memang macam itu kut, awak pun pernah beritahu. tak boleh la saya nak paksa awak hilang dengan beritahu saya dahulu. kalau saya beritahu awak untuk jangan hubungi saya untuk tempoh tertentu pun awak memang "understanding" sangat dan saya tahu itu yang awak suka sebenarnya. saya faham semua itu sebab saya tahu saya siapa.

tapi sekarang, saya tinggalkan awak dengan memberitahu awak bahawa saya nak meninggalkan awak. dengan sebab dia pun saya beritahu kat awak tanpa tipu awak sikit pun. kenapa awak tak boleh jadi "understanding" macam dahulu kala ye? nak saya ikutkan kehendak awak macam dulu juga? dulu adalah dulu dimana saya sedang "deeply in love" kat awak, dan awak tidak pedulikan semua itu. sekarang adalah sekarang yang saya punya jiwa dah "kosong" terhadap awak, dan awak masih tidak pedulikan semua itu. 

rendahnya maruah saya pada pandangan awak. wallahua'lam...

pesanan untuk awak,

hargai apa yang awak ada, jangan kejar apa yang awak tak ada @ dah hilang...

saya minta maaf atas segala-galanya.

doakanlah saya boleh terima awak sebagai kawan @ doakan saya berubah kepada yang lebih baik..

terima kasih awak.

sama

sama punya cerita...

u called your other friends and you say.."hi dude!! miss u today"

and u never call me to said that...

u always find time to hang out with your other friends

and u never want to hang out with me, u said "don't know yet", "let me think about it"...

u buy something for your other friends, pay for them sometime

and u never even spent a cent on me...

u wishes almost all of your friends birthday

and for years u haven't wish me...

u tell your other friends everything

and u tell me nothing, keeps your privacy...

if you're talking with me on the phone, but then there's a call in u ask me to wait so that u can pick-up the call

and u didn't pick-up my calls sometimes, u even cancel my calls...

and then still u said..."sama je i layan semua kawan-kawan i, i memang macam ni.."

samalah sangat kan? stupidos would believe that.

*people hid their true feelings and pretend to be kind, cause they afraid of losing benefits on you. so, be smart. handle it right. :)

somehow somewhat

i missed you today when i'm lost in the middle of the night, alone in the car, with my phone that is out of battery. miss you so much at that particular time. why? i used to call you asking for help, but now. it seems hard..cold-blooded.

tired..rest in peace at somewhat rare place. cheerio! ;p

karma

sound like frustrated..yes..maybe..i thought so..emm..err..ontah laa.. ;p do u believe in karma? ikut suke u la..highlighted here that "i do"..kenapa Allah ciptakan syurga dan neraka? ape kene mengena dengan hidup kite sekarang ni? well, here's the part dear..seseorang yg sesaat pun tidak pernah alpa untuk beribadat kepada Allah. hidupnya susah, sehingga ke akhir hayatnya. people will normally said : alaa..usaha kurang dapat la kurang..ingat aku senang-senang ke dapat ape yg aku ade sekarang..ok fine, point noted..memang betul la tu kalo duk beribadat jek tp doing nothing for living kn..somehow, here's the other..dr kecik best student, solat xpernah..depan orang bukan maen baek, keje best, murah rezeki n bahagia ke akhir hayatnya...thats those part la, what about the others? wallahua'lam..macam-macam kisah..

but then again, ape kene mengena dengan syurga dan neraka? macam ni cite dia, Allah turunkan ujian dalam pelbagai bentuk..samada kesusahan atau kesenangan..terpulang kepada kita untuk menganggap ia adalah nikmat atau ujian dariNya..disitulah pentingnya menuntut ilmu, untuk kite faham yang mane nikmat yang mane ujian..

sound just most likely like ustazah baru nk blaja kn? pape jek la..yang penting i faham..org laen xfaham, tanya la..tanak tanya lagi elok, g tanya orang laen..mekaseh.. :)

p/s: title karma tp explanation xmacam pasal karma pun..sape kate? related okeh! bai! :)

tiada kelaratan :|

today's my first day working as a store associates @ dis bookstore somewhere in bangsar. got excited at 1st because i thought i can read books for free. however, keje manyak cangat diorr..caner nk bc buku? mmg xsempat la kn..meet nice people working around..one of my collegues said.."u report in at the wrong day la.."..i was like..urmm..err..ahaaa..padan muke 'ain..lots to learn for the first day, tomorrow will learn bout other things plak..tired but best! new experience.. :)

*paling nebes nk speaking ngn customer, hope i'll do it well..amin! :)

smile........

sometimes, it's better to do what is right, not what satisfy u. because somehow, maybe doing it right is all it takes to fully satisfy yourself. appreciate what you have, don't make yourself busy looking for something that is not yours. somehow 1 day, u'll think it over that "if" you are not busy looking for that thing, u probably won't lose what is yours. it ain't worth it. endure the pain of being right, a smile is all it takes to start.

*pandainyee cakap omputih, sharing is caring.. :)

luv, 'ain.

clickjacking test!

selamat m0nink~ ;)

Assalamualaikum n epy m0nink..i wake up @ 4.30am t0day 0keh!! FYI! ehehe~ suddenly thinking while d0ing n0thing..

i need t0 d0 this..c0mpuls0ry!! kal0 nk sumbat segala dosa dalam sh0pping cart macam assignment e-commerce yang wat orang sakit kepala jek tuh memang xmuat..database kene besar benau~~~

Solat Taubat (Panduan Penjernihan Jiwa)

Muhammad Isa Selamat

Allah telah membuka pintu harapan kepada hamba-hambaNya: “Katakanlah; wahai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa semuanya. Sesungguhnya Dialah yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang.” (Az-Zumar: 53)

want t0 kn0w m0re? klik kt petikan ayat Al-Quran kt atas neh..

0keh bye!

tired..

in Malay we said "penat", "letih", "tak larat" and much more. 

tired of this game called "game of life".

seriously tired.
bile nk "game over" er?

fullstop banyak-banyak.tanda seru dua.k bai.

WWWOW Awards!! ;)

it's n0t "Ripley's believe it 0r n0t" sh0w..it is f0r real..d0 u guys kn0w ab0ut this award?? i d0n't really kn0w b0ut it..just f0und 0ut n0w..there's 0ver 10 categ0ries included..want t0 try ur luck? i'm kinda new in bl0gging..s0, let me be invisible.. ;p

check it 0ut!! (if u guys interested) : Digi WWWOW Awards

exam m0nsoon.. ;p

we all will face the final exam f0r this semester next m0nth kn..bunyi cam lambat lagi jek..but it's just 1week m0re di0rrr.. ;)

eventh0ugh i'm n0t freakin clever..wuts0everr..but here's s0me tips dat u guys might t0rai..xmenjadik dun blame me 0keh!! eden xkat0 WAJIB pung!! ;p

nampak saling xtumpah macam orang gila..let's d0 this :

Teknik Belajar 5R-STUV

1. Recopy [salin semula]

2. Rework all model 5 x [buat semula contoh/cepat/5x]  

3. Recite out loud Repeatedly [lafaz kuat berulang kali]

4. Recheck [semak semula]

5. Reasonableness [jawapan berpatutan/sebaliknya]

1. s-summarize [ringkaskan nota penting]

2. t-test yourself [uji diri anda]

3. u-use [gunakan]

4. v-visualize [bayangkan selalu] 

renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal.. ;)

(jangan lama sangat renung, nanti final exam pun abes)

Goodluck us all!!

style~ ;)

kamis last week when i was hanging 0ut wif my best buddy..we singgah surau jup f0r s0me reas0n..suddenly bile nk bla dr surau tuh..0MG!! style abes!! l0ok d0wn la y'all..duk baca i merepek neh ag watpe??!! ;p

style an an an?? i kn0w ayte!! ;)

da! diam!! 

suprisingly suprised!!

this m0nink when i wake up..early dis m0nink taw!! kul8.30pg..early 0keh!! ;) i f0und 0ut sumthin..s0ooo..t0 dat pers0n yg xkn baca bl0g neh, i kn0w dat..pliz lahh!! pelizzz!! jgn tipu saya!! it hurts!! 0keh??!! g0t it??!! clear??!! nape i xske kene tipu??

1st : ati sakitttt
2nd : penyebab stress tnpa disedari..kal0 xcaye b0le t0rai..
3rd : ape masalahnye?? kene listed why ke??!! xyah pun..just jgn tipu b0le x??

nk tipu gak??!! 0keh!! fine!! bla..bla..bla.. ;(

hepi "best"day t0 u.. ;)

dedicated to : manusia lahh!!

sex : male

age : tua sgttt!! muahaha~

current address : in the rain-tree f0rest kt KAMPONG!!

ahahahaha!! ske aku, dia bkn baca pun kalo aku suh baca blog neh.. ;) 

 as usual..mmg xsantek, xmenarik, xg0jes, x da b0mb..mcm ketas lm sbb seswai ngn mood tua..tp iklas!!

ape yg penting??!! IKLAS!! 0keh??!! g0t it??!!

n 0f c0z..tulisan sendirik taw!! tulisan xsantek??!! ade i kesah sgt??!!

bla..bla..bla..jeles!! ;p

luv him..hate him..miss him..n all is ab0ut him..

but luving someone is not about being with him, i alwiz wanted the best 0f him f0r himself.

 nothing more nor less.. ;)

fr0m the b0tt0m 0f my heart..i luv u very str0ng like steel!! ;p

happy birthday 22nd March 2011

Hadith dedication: 

Dari Jabir bin Abdullah r.a katanya, dia mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:�Sentiasa ada segolongan umatku yang selalu memperjuangkan yang hak. Mereka selalu menang sampai hari kiamat.

Huraian Hadith: 

Islam bukan sekadar suatu perkataan yang disebut oleh lidah sahaja, bukan pula bererti kelahiran seseorang di dalam sebuah negara tertentu yang disebut sebagai negara Islam dan mempunyai lambang keislaman, juga tidak bererti kelahiran seorang yang ibu bapanya muslim. Kita sering membicarakan tentang Islam akan menang, Islam akan tertegak tetapi apakah yang kita lakukan untuk menuju ke arah itu? Perjuangan menegakkan Islam masih belum berakhir. Di manakah kita ketika saudara-saudara kita dihina, diinjak-injak, disembelih, diperkosa? Pernahkah kita kenangkan nasib mereka walau sedetik? Pernahkah lidah mengucapkan doa kemenangan untuk mujahid-mujahid Islam ini? Apakah sumbangan kita untuk mereka? Sebenarnya bangsa atau umat yang menjadi pilihan Allah yang akan sentiasa diberikan kemenangan ialah bangsa MUSLIM yang hidupnya terus memperjuangkan agama Allah sekalipun mereka berlainan bangsa dan warna kulit. Inilah konsep yang unggul mengenai negara dan rupa bangsa yang sentiasa beroleh kemenangan dan kekal merdeka.

ihsan :  http://www.islam.gov.my/e-hadith/umat-yang-sentiasa-menang

sh0pah0lic m0nth!! duwh~

1st 0f all..there's m0ney..n there's stuff..m0ney t0 buy, stuff t0 pay..uhuk3~ bat0k ngade2..playin inn0cent..wuteva!!

1st 0f dis m0nth dat i b0ught : wallet ( coz da setaun id0p menderita with0ut it )

quite expensive for me..membazir jek..but i l0ike..usefull lahh!! tolong jgn membebel b0le??!

 

and then................

 sangat cheap..c0mpared tuh the wallet..sgt 0keh!! n i l0ike it!! 0f c0z laa..my stuff an.. ;)

and then after and then..

 birthday gift..nyanyi sket..

epy bufday to tutt, epy bufday to tutt..

epy bufday t0 tutt tutt..

epy bufday t0 tutt..

jeng3!! kate yana..

we'll see wh0 is the 0wner..cheap stuff..but cute sgt 0keh??!! underst0od??!! usefull 0s0!! xperlu kutuk, puji ag bagus..

fr0m the b0tt0m 0f my heart..iklas! ;)

new day, new week, new life, new me.. ;)

 for whatever it is, from whoever it is...because Allah S.W.T and my family is always by my side..

Smile. Today would be a wonderful day not to take life so seriously. Today may end up the way you prefer - and it may not. Happiness is not about being a winner - it's about being gentle with life - being gentle with yourself. Let life be a dance, and choose the kind of dance you want for today - perhaps a gentle loving dance.

- Jonathan Lockwood Huie

smile my dearest sayang..smile 'ain..smile f0r the rest 0f your life.. ;)

when the time comes, everyone will be there~ ;(

 adik~ damailah dikau disana..

i was ab0ut t0 say many things..but my heads r spinning n can't think 0f anything..except..arwah Muhammad Haniff bin Julpadya..13 June 1990 - 1 March 2011..i f0und 0ut last night at 10.50p.m that he was inv0lved in an accident and was br0ught t0 h0spital serdang..dats all..i can't think 0f anything and i didn't ask further to anyone..al-fatihah~

happy b'lated nu year 2011 ;p

salam n a very gud day..hye all, h0w r u?? getting smaller?? bigger?? prettier?? smarter?? or wuteva..gudluck n all the best 0f 2011 t0 all 0f da pe0ple dat i kn0w n knew..my aim 0f year 2011 :

1st: repair p0inter;

2nd: getting smaller;

3rd:getting healthier;
4th:getting better in all that m gud at b4;

uhuhu~ ;(

neway..g0t t0 thank cik yana..c0z being my f0ll0wer f0r this bl0g..she's my first f0ll0wer everrr..ehehe..ask ur fwens t0 be my f0ll0wer t0o lahhh..even th0ugh this is a bla bla bla bl0g..hik3.. ;p

manyak THANK YOU miss yana.. ;)

 xsantek..tp lukis sendirik ngn hati yg iklas okeh! ;)