Wednesday

penat lagi..

people owez said..work as a team..work as a team..u guys really can talk..who's doing the job actually while u r talking nonstop about team, responsibilities and bla bla bla..urmm?? think it over again..who r u lying to..lie to people is not as bad as lie to ur own selfishing self..maybe now in dis world u live happily ever owez..but remember THAT DAY will come..where ur mouth that usually do the convincing to death can't really do it anymore..

*sempat gak post while working..kt umah xde tenet laa.. ;p

precious..

well..my precious life began..i mean..again..i really feel that there's no time wasted..wut a meaningful life..even dow i came late sometimes to class, i even missed some classes..even worst, i missed assignments dateline..but i neva took anything for granted..i'm truly super bz living my life..things i miss, people i ignore..sorry..didn't mean to..it's all coz i'm super bz..u r all in my heart alwiz my beloved n precious.. :) i miss everything..but i'm at a better state than before now..so..hope u guys pray for my bestest for me n u..thanks!! cheerio!! ;p

Sunday

mein class..

last friday, i was overslept.. ;p i didn't attend the morning class, however i did attend the lab session in the evening. ok la tu.. ;) suddenly my classmates talking bout cerai khuluk. kusyuk la yang menerangkan n yang mendengar. kalau la dengar pasal solat, akidah, akhlak macam tu gak kan elok..ayte? wut am i talking about..still diorg ckp pasal agama kan. alhamdulillah. :)

stuck in jam for 2 hours on my way back. i have to use new strategy la cenggini..kenot2..macam orang da berkerjaya plak duet tu mengalir..duwh~ :( however still..makan secret recipe bole kat giant kinrara..elok la tu ain, elok la..hujung bulan boleh belajar-belajar makan pasir plak kan..

Wednesday

kesesatan

semalam first time driving to class tak sesat, tapi jam masyaAllah..

semalam balik dari class, lepas drop of kawan tersesat dah dekat dengan rumah..

hari ini driving to class, salah masuk lorong, then terpaksa ikut jalan jauh untuk saja-saja habiskan minyak dulu, dalam tangan n dalam acc ade rm20 je lagi!! :( :( :(

hari ini balik dari class clear, sampai rumah cepat je.. :)

tengok esok macam mana pula..kui3~ ;p

Tuesday

kosong

saya ingat saya pernah beritahu awak kalau saya suka memang saya suka, saya akan buat sesuatu yang menunjukkan saya suka dan alhamdulillah lepas tu awak terima je apa yang saya buat kat awak, walaupun awak tak layan saya sama banyak dengan awak layan saya. terima kasih sebab semua itu.

kemudian saya pun pernah beritahu awak, kalau saya dah tak suka, saya memang akan "cold" sungguh. dan saya tahu awak pun tak sabar menanti-nantikan saat itu tiba pada waktu itu. tapi sekarang bila saya dah tak suka kat awak dan tak nak kawan dengan awak, kenapa awak tak faham saya ye? masa awak diam tiba-tiba, saya bagai nak gila cari awak, awak tak terfikir ke masa itu macam mana keadaan saya? takpe lah, bukan salah awak. perangai awak memang macam itu kut, awak pun pernah beritahu. tak boleh la saya nak paksa awak hilang dengan beritahu saya dahulu. kalau saya beritahu awak untuk jangan hubungi saya untuk tempoh tertentu pun awak memang "understanding" sangat dan saya tahu itu yang awak suka sebenarnya. saya faham semua itu sebab saya tahu saya siapa.

tapi sekarang, saya tinggalkan awak dengan memberitahu awak bahawa saya nak meninggalkan awak. dengan sebab dia pun saya beritahu kat awak tanpa tipu awak sikit pun. kenapa awak tak boleh jadi "understanding" macam dahulu kala ye? nak saya ikutkan kehendak awak macam dulu juga? dulu adalah dulu dimana saya sedang "deeply in love" kat awak, dan awak tidak pedulikan semua itu. sekarang adalah sekarang yang saya punya jiwa dah "kosong" terhadap awak, dan awak masih tidak pedulikan semua itu. 

rendahnya maruah saya pada pandangan awak. wallahua'lam...

pesanan untuk awak,
hargai apa yang awak ada, jangan kejar apa yang awak tak ada @ dah hilang...
saya minta maaf atas segala-galanya.
doakanlah saya boleh terima awak sebagai kawan @ doakan saya berubah kepada yang lebih baik..
terima kasih awak.

sama

sama punya cerita...

u called your other friends and you say.."hi dude!! miss u today"
and u never call me to said that...

u always find time to hang out with your other friends
and u never want to hang out with me, u said "don't know yet", "let me think about it"...

u buy something for your other friends, pay for them sometime
and u never even spent a cent on me...

u wishes almost all of your friends birthday
and for years u haven't wish me...

u tell your other friends everything
and u tell me nothing, keeps your privacy...

if you're talking with me on the phone, but then there's a call in u ask me to wait so that u can pick-up the call
and u didn't pick-up my calls sometimes, u even cancel my calls...

and then still u said..."sama je i layan semua kawan-kawan i, i memang macam ni.."

samalah sangat kan? stupidos would believe that.

*people hid their true feelings and pretend to be kind, cause they afraid of losing benefits on you. so, be smart. handle it right. :)



Saturday

somehow somewhat

i missed you today when i'm lost in the middle of the night, alone in the car, with my phone that is out of battery. miss you so much at that particular time. why? i used to call you asking for help, but now. it seems hard..cold-blooded.

tired..rest in peace at somewhat rare place. cheerio! ;p