new blog

hey guys, if there's any of u reading my blog. ;p happy living alive not yet dead and will never becoming zombie. :) i created a new blog few days ago. very the simple. very the me. very the perfecto for the momento. anyway, i will not share it now. will do later when i feel like doing. oww yea, mission 2013? got a lot, will share few of them...............

1. kurus :)   >o<   B-)

2. learning few other languages

3. dapat suami kacak, kaya macam budak aiman yang berlakon dalam rindu bertamu di abu dhabi tu. ;p tak layan? vanilla coklat. tak layan gak? mamat masuk af tapi kalah tu. tak tawu? kawan sekolah kau lah gilaaaaa ;p bukan jugak?! oke bai!

3. graduate baby!!!!! owwww yeahhhh!!!!!!!!!! :)

enough for you. keep the rest all to myself. love all people around me.whether you bring joy or pain. i love you bebeh, because of each and everyone of you i experienced it all. lot of things happen even though i am still a cute and adorable smart teenagers. ;p take it all, learn it all. learning process never end, till you become a dead body or maybe if u'd like to, a z.o.m.b.i.e~ ;p

if you found out that being kind in each and every single little thing in your life is not cool at all, you don't deserve heaven baby, that is for sure. and if you try to improve yourself to become a good hamba Allah, as days passes, i don't know what you deserve! ;p

-quoted by: my cute self

Bumblebee!!

Saya sayang bumblebee saya ucuk anje.. :-P new year wish?! I would like to become a better person..please make me become 1 ya Rabb..makbulkan segala hajatku..(takkan nak listkan kat sini ye dop??!! ;p) segala-galanya berlaku dengan izinMu..sejahterakan kami umat Islam seluruh dunia..aminn~ :)

today

today is not yesterday, never will be tomorrow, not last week, for sure will never be next month. today is today. i love today. today brings me everyday, today i laugh, today i cry, today i pissed off, today i wonder, today i cheer, today i trust, today i learn, everything happens today!! nonetheless, everyday is happy day!! thank you today! ^__^

*wink *wink *ting tong! ;p

Penat.

Penat dengan ragam manusia, yang take people for granted nye, yang bad mouth nye, yang pretender nye, yang macam-macam nyeeee lahh..tapi takpe, Allah menjanjikan syurga kepada makhluknya yang bersabar dengan setiap ujian yang Allah turunkan..so, do it right, forgive them all!! mereka tak sengaja pun cik 'ain..mereka cuma lupa bahawa segala-galanya pinjaman Allah kepada kita..ingatkan mereka?? nanti mereka cakap saya ustazah which i'm clearly not..ehehe~  ^.^ saya berdoa semoga mereka ingat itu semua suatu hari nanti dan mencari jalan kembali kepada Allah S.W.T..itu sahaja yang saya mampu..awww!!~ ;p

takde sape yang nak pakai baju tulis I LOVE ALLAH kan??!! I LOVE NEW YORK banyak lahh~ i think so..saya nak!! saya nak!! ;p

Pemilik Cintaku setelah Allah & Rasul.

It's a book title. Written by Fatimah Syarha Mohd Noordin. A great book that will change us, women perspective towards ourselves, our religion and our faith and trust towards Allah S.W.T and of course, our beloved Islam, the way of life. Recommended by my beloved lecturer, Madam Roziyani binti Rawi. Was about to borrow from her, but somehow found the book at MPH, Giant Senawang. Ask my sis to buy it for me..ehehe. And she agreed, because it's only RM12.00 dude!! The content is much more expensive than the price..thumbs up to the writer!!

One thing that I remember the most in this book....perkahwinan adalah sesuatu yang halal, tetapi adakah anda ingin memulakannya dengan sesuatu yang haram? iaitu "couple" sebelum berkahwin. I can't remember the exact phrases and words but from my point of view and my interpretation, it is somewhat like that. Touche! ;p

Read it last year, only now updating..hik3!~ ;p

Goodnight! err..morning beloved peeps!! ^.^

hey ho! ;p

it has been a very longgggggg tyme that this blog is updated. sorry baby, lots of other stuff bugging me. i love u. remember that. :)

today, i miss him. very much. that i cried alone at workplace thinking of him. 1st thing was on my mind today.....awak janji nak bawa wifey and kids datang wedding saya! :| 2nd of all, wondering what are you doing right now. there was never a friend treat me very well, the way you did. i miss you!

dah lah lama tak hupdate blog, bukan main jiwang lagik cik ain!! hamboih!! ahaha!! lots of stuff in head, lots of dreams to pursue. lots of things to achieve. using my own big and not so little hand! penat! tapi insyaAllah berbaloi-baloi~ :)

comelnyeeeeeeee saya!! rasa nak geget je!! ;p

sesungguhnya

kalau aku ditakdirkan mati suatu hari nanti, ya Allah tolong kabarkan padanya...........terlalu mecintainya sehingga secara tidak sengaja memusnahkan diri sendiri, demi untuk kebahagiaannya. demi mengelakkan diri untuk menggangu dia. happy always my dear love. shift all the hurt to me.

aku takkan lelah menunggu

hingga waktu ajal menjemputku

takkan pernah sesalku untuk menunggumu

aku harus tetap menunggu

hingga nanti aku berbaring

sampai mati aku akan tetap menunggumu

ingin ku gapai bulan dan ku petik bintang

ingin ku bagikan semua hanya untukmu

agar kau tahu besarnya cintaku kepada dirimu

ku ingin kau tahu tentang perasaanku

ku ingin kau tahu besar cinta padamu

ingin ku berikan sisa waktuku

dan sisa hidupku sampai mati

aku harus tetap menunggu

hingga nanti aku berbaring

sampai mati aku akan tetap

akan tetap menunggumu

ingin ku gapai bulan dan ku petik bintang

ingin ku bagikan semua hanya untukmu

agar kau tahu besarnya cintaku kepada dirimu

yuyu yaya

as i can't think of any other title..just bear it laahhh~ ;) i'm in happy mode this whole week, hope next week gettin happier everrr..insyaAllah.. ;p some idea of wut happen this week later yea..currently waiting for cerekarama entitle "Payung Emas" to start..lambatnyee pukul10..datuk harimau cepat laaaahhhhh..ehehe~ ;p

eh...eh..lupe pule..

siti doakan akak dapat A ye..susah sangat nak dapat ni..ehehe..bye2 siti.. :)

assalamualaikum

kehadapan adikku seorang yang sangat kucintai..muahhh!! muahh!!! siti, esok petang akak balik...nanti akak jemput siti balik keje ye?? windu sangattt!!!! eeee!! gerammm!!! ;p nt jumaat sabtu kite dating puas2 ye?? anta akak blk kl taw lps tu..boleh siti tengok rumah baru akak..rumah sewa la tapi, bukan rumah akak. nanti akak dah keje akak beli rumah sendiri..akak beli kereta, kereta untuk ibu n ayah..siti nak kereta?? nanti akak belikan jugak eh?? untuk kegunaan sepanjang siti kat bangi nanti..nanti dah habis belajar siti belikan ibu n ayah rumah plak eh? lps tu kite sama-sama kumpul duet untuk ibu ngn ayah pergi haji. nk x siti? happy graduation day siti..akak punya bajet lari bulan ni..ujung tahun akak bagi hadiah ye? siti nak galaxy tab? boleh..ape ade hal.. :) luv my syg ucuk sorang aje dalam dunia..miss messing up with u, n u get mad at me..ehehe..esok akak balik taw!! :) tungguuuuu saya.. :)

seronok

tiada apa yang lebih menyeronokkan selain daripada duduk dirumah..tidur dirumah..makan dirumah..menonton televisyen dirumah..dan sebagainya... :)

sakit hati

kenapa awak jahat sangat ye? tidak pernah berhenti sakitkan hati saya. itukah tujuan sebenar awak nak berkawan dengan saya sangat? jika ya, bolehlah saya bersedia, tidak perlulah saya sakit hati sangat lain kali. harap maklum dan harap maklumkan kepada saya. terima kasih!

lucky me..

someone that never happens to be silent..i mean sometimes it happen..but rarely so sudden..suddenly disappear..if u were me..u must freak out a lil bit ayte? dat person didn't reply ur texts..didn't return your calls..b*****it u r super busy..it's not like u r the prime minister of even Malaysia..why do i care??!! i neva did care anymore eversince..remember?? but wut if u were me..i think u'll felt as much as i was..taknak kawan?? fine!! say it out loud..i'll accept it as it is..i neva want to become ur friends thou..after this, even if u really are dying..or even dead..i don't think i'll response to the call..ever!! sorry boy..everybody hits their stride..u already hit urs!! bai bro!! see u in heaven..kalau jumpa..

wuts with the "lucky me" ? lucky coz i'm not in luv with u anymore..so my worries is not as much as i lost someone..just..marah sangattt..i thought u were dead okeh..why don't u just be dead..easy for me..n for u..

bai kali kedua!

missing you~

wherever i go..whoever i met..however i felt..still..missing you..years that i left behind..years i'm facing right now..don't know about my years ahead..whatever it will become..please be gone..let me live for them that worth me..please..begging..GOD help me please..i'd like to move on..my heart just can't..W.A.H W.M.K..please lahhh..doakan saya..uhuhu..

gile~

gile..gile..gile..gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

fullstop! :)

decided!!

to fill-up my life with valuable things..since i don't have any specific hobbies or interest..can you ever imagine someone without hobby or interest like me?? well dear, people like me does exist. prove?? me lah!! degil!!

ok now. back to the point..i'd like to fill it up by studying languages, as much as i can. since my dad already "bakar" my keyboard i think..coz i can't see it anywhere in the house. yea, as a muslim i suppose not to play instruments laa. tapi ayah, hobi je la!! but then it's ok. he thought i want to play it in public maybe..so..since i know a bit of arabic, shame on you lah being a muslim without knowing arabic kan?? so i'd like to started there..how?? mengaji hari-hari and fahamkan terjemahan Al-Quran la since i never studied arabic language kn.

soo..mission of the year...ARABIC languages!! go go chayo ain!! next year korean plak, coz i was planning with my buddy to have practical training there...insyaAllah..pray for the best of me guys!! luv!! muacks!! (^.^)

**nampak sangat jarang mengaji..

**biarlah..ko ade??!! ;p

tolonglah hambaMu ini ya Allah

ya Allah, kenapa susah sangat nak fokus ni? Tolonglah hambaMu seorang ini ya Allah. Kenapa lemah sangat ni...........................uhuhu.. :(

one big crush!

one big crush that i would never ever forget. W.A.H W.M.K can't be compare to what i've gone thru after that particular moment of my life. if i can only turn back time, i'll say "i will" when u ask "will you?". but still, people i met thereafter was and is totally awesome too!! precious life!! :)

last but not least.....let bygone be bygone, let ridsect be ridsect. okeh! ;p

exam mode titik banyak-banyak

untung lerr student IPTA cuti lame2..baru masuk sem. kami IPTS nk final exam utk sem ni da ni. bye2, korang lambat abes nt..pdn muke..ahaha~ lagi2 nemok mucit i tu..pdn muke dia!! ahaha!!

opsiee~ disini saya menyusun sepuluh jari tangan dan sepuluh jari kaki mengikut turutan mereka masing-masing yang sejak lahir dulu memang macam itu. siapa yang laen susunan itu maknanya mereka cacat tahu! baiklah, selepas susah payah saya susun jari-jari itu semua, saya ingin meminta maaf kepada semua yang berada dalam hidup saya sejak lahir hingga kini. yang belum wujud dalam hidup saya pun begitu, "sorry in advanced". saya bakal menghadapi peperiksaan akhir tahun pada semester ini oleh kerana kebetulan sememangnya peperiksaan akhir semester ini jatuh pada hujung tahun ini walaupun bukan pada bulan disember. baiklah, sambungannya, saya minta semua orang dalam hidup saya halalkan segala-galanya yang milik semua orang dalam hidup saya punya yang berada pada saya samada sengaja atau tidak sengaja. saya sayang semua orang dalam hidup saya kerana tanpa semua orang dalam hidup saya, saya bukanlah saya yang sekarang ini. saya juga berharap semua orang dalam hidup saya mendoakan yang terbaik untuk saya didunia dan akhirat. Kepadamu ya Allah, peliharalah semua orang dalam hidup saya terutamanya ibu, ayah dan adik-beradik saya yang tercinta. aminnn~

**macam emo pun ade post ni.. ;p

**mentang2 ckp melayu, bkn main pnjg lg.. ;p
**da lm xpost pape.. ;p

**sy tgh exam mode ni.. ;p

**k bai!! :)

anonymous..i like u! :)

as years i read your blog n tweets, i like u . i like the way u treat people. u really know how to do it. to make it right. even at the worst moment. wish that i can be like u mr. anonymous!! salute kamu!! :)